Full-Blown Suffering: My Battle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came rapid stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition often start with severe pain behind a single eye that lasts up to several hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, severe pain focused on one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. I have an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; others have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.

Still, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who attacked his victims' heads.

Ancient medical records propose unusual remedies for what modern observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition note this.

In 1998, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack passed.

National guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of some individuals.

But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute treatment only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

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Katherine Martinez
Katherine Martinez

Een gepassioneerde blogger gespecialiseerd in financiële tips en persoonlijke ontwikkeling, met jaren ervaring in het delen van praktische adviezen.

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